I’ve been finding myself in a bit of a rut recently. I’ve felt like there’s something lacking. And honestly, its made me feel very depressed and stressed. There are so many wonderful things happening in my life; meeting great people, making wonderful memories, being in the place I’ve worked so long and hard to get to…
And yet I’m left wanting. I’m craving creativity, I want to make real, strong friendships. I want to be able to communicate and express myself more freely. I want to feel successful and capable and free. I want excitement and exploration, and the bravery to do it alone if I have to.
But nothing is going to change, unless I do. I need to wake up each day, thinking of what I want to do, where I want to go, how I want to feel tomorrow. And then I’ve just got to go do it.
So I’m making a public pledge, here on my website. I am going to try and be more active. I’m going to try and be braver. I’m going to try and be more creative. But I’m also going to allow myself to be human. I’m not lacking anything, well nothing that important anyway. Of course there are always thing I could do better/differently, but that doesn’t make me a bad person. It just makes me human. And I have to allow myself the freedom to be myself.
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